

Bloody hell, who the hell turned my speakers up THAT high?
Category: Writing and Poetry
What on earth??
Category: Writing and Poetry

Good afternoon... it feels something like summertime way down here
Category: Writing and Poetry
Making sure all the characters get decent introductions... without telling people too much that they may already know.



Ethernet
Current mood:
animated
Category: Writing and Poetry
Because I have just tipped 64 thousand words on this new book I'm feeling rather good... well actually, I'm not, because it's quite a hard one to be butting heads with all day every day.
(Despite only writing maybe four hours a day, I am researching, or thinking out scenes for the rest of my waking and sometimes sleeping hours)
This is a story that takes Ellie from one life, one she knows well.. . and can mostly cope with. To a new and completely different life. One she can barely navigate and is riddled with triggers that send her slamming back into things she'd sooner forget.
She starts out by uncovering the Raven killer, at Rock Creek Park... she fairly quickly realizes that the Raven killer is the least of her problems and the easiest one to solve. Eddie (the brother-in-law from hell) is determined to get Ellie to investigate a sighting of her dead husband, Mac. She resists his stupidity.
Meanwhile discovers a medicine bottle in her living room that contains an electronic listening device, then finds a live surveillance link buried in a picture on a web site built by Mac. She'd never seen the website before. Lee and Sam find it interesting as well, especially when they discover they're watching two colleagues who are in a dreadful situation Sean O'Connell and Misha Praskovya... Rowan brings dinner over, and proposes.
In tying up the Raven killer case Ellie is shot along with Lee, and life just continues to get more complicated. Recovering from her injuries her and Rowan plan a vacation. She then discovers the cat is also wearing an electronic listening device.
Eddie makes another wild claim about seeing Mac, this time in Washington.
Ellie decides to flash a picture at the restaurant on their way to New Jersey (almost Halloween and a party was planned to announce the engagement). She drops in leaves a picture, talks to a few staff and leaves her card. Careful to remove her cell phone number from it, as one woman recognizes her as Rowan Granges girlfriend.
From then on in, Ellie is in New Jersey trying very hard to adjust to life without a sidearm, and in a mansion that has an elevator! The evening of the party she checks her mail and discovers photos of someone who looks exactly like Mac.
Understandably confused and concerned she mentions the development to Sam at the party that night. While doing so she also mentions that she thinks Rowan's security people are not what he thinks they are. It's confirmed that she's correct. His head of security is ex-Secret Service, and supplied by Sean O'Connell, two years before. She doesn't know why. She also doesn't know what immediate threat was made that caused a full protection detail to turn out at the party - including her boss.
Rowan and Ellie announce their plan to marry in six months, but plan to marry secretly on their way to New Zealand for a vacation. She wants the madness to stop and believes being with Rowan, will either stop it or limit it so much it has no impact. No one can get to her behind the security blanket he lives under. (Even if O'Connell's company provides it)
The most difficult things for her that night, was knowing that Lee could be permanently paralyzed... and that Grange lead guitarist Tony Sharron brought his children to stay at Rowan's for the weekend. Just seeing the three small children caused flash backs of hellish situations for Ellie, which became especially evident when introduced to four year old Samantha. (Samantha was the name of the 12 year old that Ellie couldn't save from a bomb a few years before)
so that's where we're up too... kinda sort of...
lol
good I can breath now!
![]() | Currently listening: Bon Jovi - The Crush Tour Release date: 2000-12-19 |
Now where's my fuc'n tee shirt?
Current mood:
artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry
As of this evening the word count for Ethernet (the nano Ellie Conway book) is 57149.
I didn't get any real sleep last night, not becuase I was writing, but because I was plagued by stupid dreams...
Most recurrent dream of the night: the guy at number 37 was throwing bottles at us while we were trying to walk down the street with Breezy... but it wasn't a street it was a wide alleyway. He was nutting off about soemthing that made no sense, and I yelled at him... "Oi fucktard, next time you burn fucn plastic in the middle of the night I'm gonna come get ya."
And then he started throwing more bottles and they were breaking all around us. They were green beer bottles. One fell too close to the stroller and Breezy. I pulled out my Glock... and shot the guy, right in the head. He fell in a pile of broken glass.
At least there was a happy ending.
Yesterday I spent a happy afternoon with some truly good company. Simon came for lunch, and it was good fun. He's great. I really enjoyed myself, was a shame we didn't have longer.
Next time he's in NZ, I shall demand more time! lol How did I forget to get a photograph???
He said something quite disturbing though, and i shall have to go into town and check it out... he said Christopher's Crystals is gone. How can that be? I know I hardly get to town especially that end, but I look forward to seeing Christopher at Christmas time. And now he's gone!! He's been there forever! Where ever he went I hope he's doing well.
Eric came by yesterday with some GSW research for me. Nice readng material... which I was reading before bed. (wonder if that had anything to do with my dreams... nah!!)
He stayed on and met Simon. I think he enjoyed the experience.
Eric ended up texting me last night about Mac, apparently he'd left Mac a comment and required a serious answer. I do believe he got one. 
I require a lot of things and I don't get them.. what's with that?
Ellie is struggling at the moment.. something to do with feeling like a fish out of water. That too will pass.
I dyed my hair a few days ago and have received a surprising number of positive comments from people. I didn't think it was too different... okay so it's almost black with red/burgundy highlights... and I suppose it was slipping toward light brown before... in truth it was heading toward gray. (I'm laying the blame on the children) It's also been cut, so it sits on my shoulders now.
No doubt mother would have something unflattering to say abut how dark and straight it is.
I haven't cooked dinner yet.. time is ticking (like a fucn bomb).
Joshy had another hospital appointment today. He's almost all healed. No more packing the wound, cos the packing now has no where to go. Yay. Now I just put a sticky dressing over it. Makes life easier. For two weeks I've been irrigating, packing and dressing the wound... and now it's almost better. He goes back next weekend for one last check, Then sees the surgeon again on the 9th.
He also had a job interview this afternoon, he's looking for a holiday job. Has another interview (different place) on Tuesday. Tuesday's job is the one he wants. So here's hoping he gets it.
Last night he had a really bad sore throat, we scurried off and got him ibuprofen and some cold medicine, then poured juice into him along with a few bowls of ice-cream and he's much improved today.
I suspect he's run down, from working hard all year, being ill and stuff and now is susceptible to bugs.
Oh yeah to celebrate my 50k the other day I painted a tee shirt... it's a sketch of Jon Bon Jovi, and I was quite pleased with how it turned out. It was something I'd been thinking about how exactly to do for a few days... and did it.
Tomorrow I think I shall make the tote bags I was thinking about. Should be fun.
Breezy has destroyed the living room... I'm not sure if she needs dinner, she may just need to go to bed. 
![]() | Currently listening: Have a Nice Day By Bon Jovi Release date: 2005-09-20 |
So close...
Current mood:
accomplished
Category: Writing and Poetry
Yep... so very close. Am sitting on 49487 words. Wouldn't ya know it?? I stopped to bath and feed kids and my word count remains at 49487.
I am so tired I don't know if I can spit out another two k tonight. (Nano is in the basket with just over 500 words) I Sense myself slowing down now, and can easily afford a day off tomorrow - to go on a walk with Squealers class.
It's 21 degrees in Trentham tonight and nearly seven o'clock. Sucky heat! Almost need to turn the air con on.
Starting to feel a lot like summer.
Oh dear, now look what I've done... going to need some Jovi now!
All right that's better, maybe I can write some more after all. 
Back to the stalker... or is he... could it be a fan or a ghost? Maybe it's simply coincidence.
And maybe no one of you know what I'm talking about. hee hee hee and to think I can be that confusing without a bottle of wine. (but a bottle of wine is a fine idea)
Simon is coming out for lunch on Friday, or if not lunch then coffee. I'm looking forward to seeing him. Will be awesome to catch up.
Ghost Strasse by Simon Burnett
Edited to add:
Word count 50318 as of 8:30 tonight.
I'm sure this is more fun than it should be.
![]() | Currently listening: Lost Highway By Bon Jovi Release date: 2008-02-26 |
day two of Nano
Current mood:
artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry
With my word count sitting on 11,292 I'm fairly pleased with myself. Of course I Can't update the Nano site because (as usual) it's crashed or can't cope or having a fit of some sort. Such is life.
Well today we have managed to get me a new phone. Got a shiny red Samsung, or shiny red roving bug, if you prefer. Sometimes knowing the stuff that I know really spoils things.
I'm waiting for the stupid thing to kick in, for my old phone to stop working and the new one to suddenly spring to life and actually connect to the network... supposed to take four hours... well that was up and hour and a half ago. Getting impatient now.
I want to go get my ring tones back... can't do that without cell service! I think I can simply download them again, as I have already paid for them... I hope so. Will be calling Telecom and demanding they fix it if it turns out otherwise!
The nurse has been and gone... I now have everything I need to change Joshy's dressing every morning before he goes to school. Not pleasant. Have to irrigate the wound, and replace the packing. Not a great way to start the day for either of us. Good thing his pain threshold is so high!
Most evil of all evil things has found a house, which is good. She can move in tomorrow. In the meantime she is staying at a holiday park. Which means it's relatively quiet here (as you could no doubt tell by the word count).
Have managed to stuff a chicken and even peel veges... dinner is cooking.
Of course its now sunny and fabulous outside, unlike yesterday - which saw winds so high cars were blown over... and the power was out. High winds, hail, and driving rain kept me amused during the night! We resorted to turning the heat on last night! Haven't used that in over a month but it was freezing and I hate being cold.
The rest of my day will be spent writing notes for the scenes I want tomorrow. I'm finding the notes and having plot, direction, and characters is a much easier way to approach Nano. Kinda feels like cheating to be so prepared!
But I love it.
Breezy is sounding quite sick now. She's been coughing for a few days but now sounds huffy and puffy. Hmmm, she can knock that the hell off. Probably the sudden release of stress. ha ha ha
Squealer is driving me crazy - she was super helpful then suddenly became a major pain in the ass. Nothing super different there really. Back instantly to her usual self, when I try and do something she starts causing Breezy to scream, or otherwise make untold noise, and ignores me telling her to shut the hell up and get out. Ahhh things so quickly return to normal.
Maybe for the rest of November she can have her ADD meds in the weekends as well as school days. Seems wrong that the stupid school gets to see the cooperative nice child that doesn't stink. And I only get the major pain who does.
Yes I think that's what is going to happen.
Whoops... Breezy is crying... Chris is bellowing. Ha, she was bouncing on the bed! The child is determined to injure herself. I sent her up stairs for running into the ranch slider! - it's only a matter of time before she goes through the freaking glass.
Right off to poke the chicken in the oven. And delight everyone with the silverbeet form our garden... it's not your normal boring dark green with creamy stalks... oh no... we have orange stalks, red stalks, bright pink, yellow and bright white stalks. Even our greens are colorful down here. 
![]() | Currently listening: Have a Nice Day By Bon Jovi Release date: 2005-09-20 |
Current mood:
energetic
Category: Writing and Poetry
Today Nanowrimo started for us southern hemisphere writers. Which means me!
After the struggle to remove all the intrusions from my life (four extra people for the last two weeks) this morning and the waiting around for the District nurse - (we gave up at 4 and went out to do the things we needed to do) I doubted I'd get much of a shot at writing.
But I did -somehow- manage to increase my word count to the tune of 2499 words. Saved, turned off pc and readied myself to say goodbye to Evilest-of-all and her kids.
As she left the power went too.
Yep, the power was out, it stayed that way all afternoon. No phone. Couldn't call the nurse back to ask what the hell was going on and why no one had shown up to change Josh's dressing. Grrrrrrr
Truly no phone - my cell phone has been slowly packing one hell of a wobbly... and now I can't make calls. Nor receive them. Nor tell if I have a text. Sounds have gone. I have the words - car kit- where the greeting should be... we are suspecting that's Telecom code for a dying phone. No amount of resetting, removing the battery etc etc will do the least bit to remedy the situation.
Of course my phone is fully charged and useless. .Chris's works but died due to lack of care in the charging department (he never uses his phone so thinks it will last uncharged forever).
Wouldn't you know it - my plan is up next month. I'm sensing a conspiracy. Telecom making sure the phone dies before the plan runs out so I have to buy a new one!! I don't want to buy a new one, I was hoping they'd have a super cool upgrade for me next month, But don't so much want to be without a phone until then. Especially if the powers fritzy. 
Was a funny old stormy day really. This morning, early, before eight, I was drying and straightening my hair when the rolling brush stopped rolling. Bloody cord broke. Luckily I have a spare that I'd never used before. Hmmm it doesn't like long hair.
Chris fixed my old one, yay!
We were all subjected to a bored Chris and way way too much quality time this afternoon - I've never been so glad to see the living room light come on in all my life. Josh ran away to Emma's. well not so much run, as hobble to the car and we took him. When he left we had no power, so he was obviously escaping the sinking ship in search of a hot meal. Smart lad.
I'm feeling quite good about the Nanowrimo/Backspace challenge. Especially as I thought today would be a right off (like the last two weeks, writing wise) and surprised myself with getting some good solid writing done in practically no time whatsoever.
Did I express my delight in the evilest-of-all finding somewhere permanent to live? I don't think I did. She text me from the holiday camp she's currently staying in (as of this afternoon) and said she has the house. What a fucn relief. It's in a good place too, right by Countdown stupid market, so should be easy for her to shop. Plus down the road from her friend. Win win there.
And HUGE win here. There's nothing on my bench... no one but Breezy and Squealer in the living room and no yelling. Oh my what peace.
Had an email from K this morning, he said mid-term break is almost over. So hes back to work next week.
Oh look it's almost bedtime for little Miss Breezy. Must give her some Tixilyx, she was coughing and miserable last night again.
Hope you all had an awesome Saturday (or Friday if your slow).
Try and behave.
I'm so want to hear... Ed reckons no news is really good news... I'm inclined to believe both him and Graeme. So here's to no news... oh dear is that a glass in my hand??
![]() | Currently listening: Crush By Bon Jovi Release date: 2000-06-13 |
